Don’t do it.
Dont contact her, Stop thinking about her. She’s finally not thinking about you. Let her go. You had your shot. Let her be happy, Stop playing with her heart. Don’t try to come in, Stirring her emotions. She knows deep down you don’t want her, But the words you say Confuse her instinct, Cloud her judgement. Just let her be. You’ll never know how hard it was For her to let you go. To choose to be happy. To start over. Finding someone that truly loves her. Someone who was everything That you weren’t. You know you’re not happy. You made the mistake Letting her go. This was your doing. You made your bed, Lie in it. So now pay the price. Miss her if you must, But let her be.
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You tell me it’s okay
That I don’t need to feel this way. who let you decide? Who let you tell me what’s okay and what’s not? I don’t need to be told what to feel. I don’t need to validated either. Dont come in and invade, land expect open arms to your opinions. your word means nothing now. I keep trying to forget, To let that night go. How can I? the evidence is still present. Youll never know the damage it caused me. i can’t protect you anymore cause it’s risking my own safety. I can’t jeapordize that because of you. you made your choice, now stick with it. I don’t have to. You made your bed, Now lie in it, I won’t be sleeping besides you. You dug your grave, now wait for it. I still have so much life to live. i cant do this anymore. i needed to escape. I need to be free, The whole damn world is a cage. Though the true cage, Is in my mind. replaying the memories on loop. No matter how far I run, I Won’t get far. youre tied to me. Whether I like it or not. But don’t tell me how to feel. You have no idea what I’ve been through. I think if our love often.
How you played me. If I ever see you again, It won’t be like once was. We won’t share the La La Land moment Where they replayed the ending and them together It’s also not like A Star Is Born, I will love again. It’s not like the movies, Well maybe it is, Because it was all fake. We were star crossed lovers. Never meant to last. Your love came with strings attached. Always some sort of catch. That’s not love. You’ve messed up my definition of love Left it twisted in my mind. But then I realize that you never loved me So, the definition of infatuation is what is messed up Because what we had wasn’t love. I had love for you, But you never truly loved me. I find comfort in the sad words of others
Because for a moment, it makes me less alone Like there are others who feel what I feel The brokenness that someone left behind I find peace in knowing the pain won’t last forever That there are those who are in love Others who are broken-hearted And those who’ve made it to the other side Those that healed I’m somewhere in between Between being sad over you And forgetting you Forgetting you is the best gift I could have been given. I tried to convince myself that our love wasn’t a waste
That I at least learned something from it But then it hit me I didn’t learn a damn thing from you I was fine before you came into my life I was building myself up You were bringing me down I was already learning You didn’t teach me anything You taught me love was not I knew what It was like to be loved before you I’ve felt true before And it wasn’t with you I was loving myself So confident So secure And you took that away from me You made me crazy You tried to destroy me To save yourself I never needed you But you thought you needed to save me You needed to save yourself I tried to pull you out of the hole you dug And instead you tried to take my place You tried to leave me in the dirt Broken and alone Without any remorse And that’s what makes this worse What I learned, Was never from you I had already been taught You still need to be in school Don’t come at me like you did me any favors Go ahead and lie to everyone Make me look like the fool We both know the truth. I never learned a damn thing from you. No lessons to be taught Nothing left to share You left without a care So don’t you dare say “Love lost is a lesson learned” You need to learn to Love first Before you can try learn from it. You told me you loved me
Then went away I guess you didn’t know what Love really is Or maybe our definitions are just different Because saying you loved me Meant you would stay When I said, It held forever When you left You showed you didn’t want to be together I hope one day Someone shows you What it’s like to really be loved Then you’ll feel how I felt Remembering me in that moment You’ll know true love I know I’ll feel that again one day Strong than I did with you And I hope you’ll feel it For the first time And learn to stay And realize that feeling That made me so blind for you It was more than a feeling It was the highs and lows But the commitment to you That made me stay That made want you so bad I know Love is an action More than the words rolling off your tongue When I choose to love again It will be forever And he will stay And in that day I’ll forget your name But that day you find love You’ll remember me And know what I tried to give to you And I’ll be far away And all you’ll feel is pain For the love you gave away. Everything you are
Is because of me Don’t even try to deny it From the style of your hair To the shoes on your feet I reinvented you Into this person that everyone sees You have me to thank I pulled you out of the hole That you dug for yourself I take full credit for it But go ahead and lie to everyone Say how strong you were Show them how tough you are without me Let’s see how far that gets you Probably get you into a deeper hole A darker one And I won’t be there to save you this time. You thought you were saving me But pushing me down I tried to pull you up Then you tried to pull me down And leave me in the dirt. Such a shame, I wanted the best for you You didn’t want me. Never again. You were mine
But treated me like I was never yours. You broke my heart. Left me falling apart, I’ve been picking up the pieces ever since. I should have known from the start You were never meant for me But you made me believe you were That’s the saddest part. You put this dream in me That you never meant to come true. for a while
I thought I wouldn’t be able to live without you. Yet, here I am, Living. Not just alive. I’m finding it’s getting easier by the day. Your memory is slowly fading away. I dream of the day I don’t dream of you anymore. Somehow, you find your way into my mind. I guess it is true, Only time will tell. Maybe one day I’ll be free of this hell. of the memories that play In my mind all day. Nothing has changed, I hear your name, I start to go insane. I’m on my knees praying for it to go away. just let me be. you never truly loved me. so let me go. let me be. before you destroy the best parts of me. I used to find forever in your eyes
That died when you left me. Now I’m starting to see a future with him But not like the one we planned for A new one A new dream A new fire is sparking A new chapter has begun. I remember I thought I wouldn’t make it through When you walked out of my life, Thank God I never gave up. Thank God I didn’t let you destroy me as badly as you thought you did Never again. I’m rebuilding, I’m becoming new It’s a wonderful thing. I finally realized That life goes on without you. |
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