Even before we are born we begin this journey called life. We find ourselves trying to live from the moment we arrive. No one told us all the twists and turn we would face as we journeyed on, but I guess that's why life is the biggest adventure.
Over this past year, (since the beginning of 2016) I have decided to let this adventure take its course, I am no longer fighting to take control. I have lived my life in fear for so long and now that time is over. I don't want to let fear take over my life and keep from trying to live and experience all that God has for me. It's not fair to waste this gift i've been given called life. There are some days, I wake up expecting things to go the way I planned, and they almost always never do. Everyday is an adventure, and 2016 is full of surprises. Since day #1 (01.01.16) I realized it wouldn't be a year like the rest. With my Spain trip rapidly approaching I see that this year is continuing to take its course. Over the past week, I have continued to suffer from very intense migraines, nausea, and a major loss of appetite. All the stress from life has been getting to me. Today however, was just the icing on the cake. On top of feeling ill and not being able to function correctly overtime I think of leaving I can't help but get emotional. The stress continues to grow as more drama sets in with my family, friends, and my health seems to be at average. Stress is something I have never been able to deal with correctly, and I continue to lose control of it. Through all of this I have continued to look to God and ask for his guidance. I pray for him to take all my cares because I know he cares for me. It's hard when you're flesh is getting so weak, physically and emotionally, but I know he is faithful. The thing is knowing he is in control of the good things and won't give us more than we can handle (1 Cor 10:13) I know I am stronger than all of this. I know he is stronger than all of this, he will take care of me!
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AuthorReggie is a college gradute with a degree in English. She loves traveling and hopes to one day stay on the battle field for missions. Life is a book and everyday is an adventure, follow her on this journey and see the world through her eyes. Archives
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