How ironic timing is. I think about this to myself as I write down these words. Almost a year to the day was my last entry here. Oh how much has changed. I find myself in the same place, with the same familiar taste, but this time it’s different. In the Great Gatsby the famous quote says “you can’t repeat the past” yet here I am. Repeating the events from last year, and with the same broken heart from five years before.
They say old habits die hard, I’m finding this out the hard way. Everything feels the same, but something is different. I can’t put my finger on it. Is this place the same or am I changing? I guess we’ll never know for sure. I don’t know what to say. I can’t even think straight. What a shame, how much can change in a year. What a shame how much can change and how set in my ways I still am. I’ve hit the reset button, but is it too late to learn? Is it too late for me to get better? To truly become who I need to be? I guess we’ll just have to wait and see.
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AuthorReggie is a college gradute with a degree in English. She loves traveling and hopes to one day stay on the battle field for missions. Life is a book and everyday is an adventure, follow her on this journey and see the world through her eyes. Archives
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