I have been trying to think of the right words to say. To somehow make this post okay. I’m hurting, like the rest of us. I tried to protect you, encourage you, and be there for you when you needed me, so hearing that you’re Doesn’t seem real to me. I never found our baby pictures like you wanted, We didn’t get to have that spa day, or even celebrate your birthday. I’m so mad that you won’t be here for my graduation. If I would’ve known that last week was going to be the last time that I saw you I would’ve hugged you for a little bit longer I would’ve said I loved you once more. I would’ve tried to spend more time with you over this past week and I would’ve been quicker to reply to your messages sorry I wasn’t there for you when you needed me most just like the rest of our family supposed to happen like this we were supposed to celebrate your birthday in two weeks we were supposed to have a few more laughs together you would’ve made another joke about how cute we were his kids and wondering what happened to us now we would’ve played another round of cards against amenity and taking one more selfie together. I can hardly breathe and I don’t really believe that you’re gone but I hope you’re in a better place and that you’re not in pain anymore just know that we miss you here dearly. I’m sorry I wasn’t able to find her baby pictures to send them to you sooner. Remember what I told you don’t let anybody make you feel less then because you were really someone special you would been by my side since we were children and I’m glad that you’re not gonna be here anymore. I love you forever miss you dearly. They say life life happens but they never prepare you for the affects of it. My heart is broken. When I got the call the sun was setting, my heart stopped. The worse had come. He was gone. I was watching the angels play The first home game since Tyler Skaggs passed and the moment I sat down in my seats, my mother called to tell me my cousin was dead. I felt like I couldn’t breathe. Haven’t been able to catch my breath since.
Miss you dearly.
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AuthorReggie is a college gradute with a degree in English. She loves traveling and hopes to one day stay on the battle field for missions. Life is a book and everyday is an adventure, follow her on this journey and see the world through her eyes. Archives
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