The first day after the accident was hard. I stayed home all day and didn't want to do anything. I had a visitor to keep me company, but once they left the silence started to eat at me again. Saturday my friend Lizette and my parents took me out of the house. We went on an adventure and got my mind off of things. It was nice. We went to Maz Cafe con leche and tried some fun coffees. We also took some cute pictures in their cute set up they had. After that we drove to Dana Point for fun and ended up running up and down the 1,000 Steps that we found by chance. Then we found the Sawdust Art Walk and had a grand time. The art walk had art from local artists. It held live music from a great band, and it was just a peaceful atmosphere. The art was up for sale and most artists had prints of their work as well. Liz and I ended up getting some really cute toe rings and drank some really warm wine. It was overall a good day and a much needed distraction.
Sunday we went to church and I had to retell the story about 100 times more. My anxiety had kicked up and it was hard to talk about it, but I got through it. The service was about praying more and giving your cares to the Lord. I've been having so much anxiety trying to figure out how I'm gonna get these memories out of my mind. I realized I haven't been giving it to the Lord like I should. I kept praying for peace. I started to feel better about the situation, but not fully. Monday was spent packing doing laundry and getting ready to leave to Colorado. My dad was flying out for work, my mom was going with him to go see our godkids and they decided to let me tag along thinking it would be good for me.
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AuthorReggie is a college gradute with a degree in English. She loves traveling and hopes to one day stay on the battle field for missions. Life is a book and everyday is an adventure, follow her on this journey and see the world through her eyes. Archives
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